it's me

i haven't blogged in a while so i feel like i should in the five minutes i ahve beteween picking up dropped stuffed animals from people who are fighting their bedtime to power sculpting my ass with jillian michaels so that i can somehow muster the courage to wear a bathing suit this summer. hmm what to blog about... well it was nice having chrissy here even if it was only for a couple days. i too, really enjoy her conversation and i always learn something new. she is so easy to be with that it amazes me. normally i feel pressure to entertain. to make sure people are enjoying themselves and it can be exhausting. with chrissy we could just sip tea and relax (somewhat with sofia) and conversations just flow naturally. it's not that easy for me to talk on the phone. i rely on people's facial expressions and movements to really focus and be aware of whats going on. it was so great to have that again with chrissy and it was like we were never apart. i have always admired the fact that she plays no games. if she is tired she'll tell you. if she wants to go home, she does. i love that. no guessing. no trying to figure people out. that is so unbelivably refreshing especially after months if playing the "where do you want to go for lunch, i don't care where do you want to go"game with titia. well my daughter is calling as are my three pound hand weights... i'll miss you christina rudd!